5 dalam 1....

hye korang....cht ke??ari nih ak da kering otak da dok pike nk update pe lam blog..ak tgk n bce blog2 lain meriah gile..ak nih???da kering gile idea ak...klh tasik y kering mse musim kemarau...ag dahsat ak nye kering nih...ari nih topik utame nye ialah keseronokan ak berbuke kt msjid tok ari nih ngn semlm...ya tuhan...alhmdulillah...nape??bb ak nye bajet mmg save gile ble ak mkn kt msjid..ak skang nih mmg ngh kering y amat law kowg nk taw..so sape2 y baik aty tu ley la pike kowg nk blnje ak buke pe...hahaha

ok...back to the topic....senor nye ak pun x taw nk wat topic ape senor nye...p ak nk kongc satu story sal idop ak la...hehehe...bkn nk jaja kisah family...p skadar tok kongc pengalamn n y mne kurang kite ley jdi kan iktibar n panduan tok mse depn kite...ye x??angguk sume...law x,ak sepuk korang..ngee..hehe..

nih ak...

hehe...ak ank tunggal...p nape ak ley jd along..nk taw??bace ye...hehehe

ak ad atok ngn mama ngn ayh mse umo ak lam prot mama ak cmpy la umo ak 5 taun...p pas je umo 5 taun tuh,ak da ilang sorang...atok ak da xde mse tuh...ak rase ksong ngt..sgt ksong....pastuh umo ak 6 taun ak pindh jhor then mse tuh ak hanye ad mama ngn ayh ak...ak egt ke kitowg akn idop happy ever after p x smudah tuh...hmm...mama ngn ayh ak cerai mse umo ak 6 taun tuh jgk....then mse tuh dyowg gado kt court sal hak penjagaan ak...ok...kite short kn story nih...hak tuh dpt kat ayh ak then umo ak 8 taun die kawen lain...then mse tuh ak ad ibu tiri...

nih gamba fmily ak y belah ayh ak ngn ibu tiri ak...

then mama ak kawen len jgk...ayh ngn ibu ak dpt ank 4 org then mama ak ngn abah ak dpt 2 org...jdik la ak nih ank sulong merangkap along...prasaan ak??ak x taw....jgn tanye knpe....even korg pon korg x ske jgk kan...p ak redha..bb ak taw tuhan tuh maha adil...die xkn bg ak dugaan nih law die taw ak x kuat...mmg ak x kuat...ak nih lembik...p ak kuat kan semngt,ak kental kn jiwe,ak tbh kan aty ak...ngn harapan satu ari t ak taw ape senor nye punce mama ngn ayh ak cerai...ak nk ngt taw...kdg2 ak ase jln ak gelp ngt,p ak taw mama ngn ayh ak slalu ad kt blakang ak so ak x ley jd cmtuh....ak nk jd ank y mama ngn ayh ak ley bangge kan...tuh jnji ak...tpu la law ak ckp ak x sedih ak nye fmily cmnih...broken fmily...p as long as mama ngn ayh ak happy,slagi tuh ak akn cbe bernfs walaupon sesak nye ak sorg je y taw...p demi mama ngn ayh,ak rele...tetibe cm nk pasang lgu rela lak..hahaha

spanjang 20 taun da ak idop...ak byk blaja dr pengalamn ak sndri..ak byk blaja dr kesalahan y ak wat sndri....your experience is the best teacher...so law kowg ase give up da,pike balik...ape motif korg idop law kowg sndri ley give up ngn idop korg...??ak penh ase cmpy thp ak da xnk idop...p kite ade otk kn...pike la...nape kite kne survive idop lam keadaan y cmnih...ad hikmah y kite x nmpk...p bile kite nmpk...kite akn sedar satu ari t...insya allah...

akhir kate..wassalm n maju la sukan tok negare!!!

P/S = saje nk share..dah x taw pe y ak nk share..nih je y ak terpike lam kple otk..hehehe